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How do I know that you say what you mean?
I'm not trying to be difficult, it's just that literally everyone before was a liar and a fake, and honestly didn't give a shit.
I'm so fucking sorry. I'm sorry for being a spaz. I'm sorry for freaking out, I'm sorry for being a bitch, I;m fucking sorry. I really am. I ficking love you to the moon and back and I don't know how to comprehend someone who ACTUALLY gives a damn.
You are amazing, beautiful, scarred, fractured; gorgeous in my eyes.
And I do not want for you to think a cent less of yourself than perfect.
You are everything I could ask for, and I am sorry that life has been this way; I know it is all my fault...
But things will be better, and there is no way that I could ever wish for better and no way that I can fix the little quarks that I get... But I just want for you to know that I DO give a damn, I DO love and trust you, I want to go farther and farther into epitome with you, I just don't know how. I need for you to show me, like you do almost everyday.
I want to take the stress away. I want to take the hurt and pain and deception away, but do not know how, and it kills me daily to know that this is all on me. That this is all my fault, my idea, my plan, my fucking failed plan.
And I do not know what else to say.
I'm not trying to be difficult, it's just that literally everyone before was a liar and a fake, and honestly didn't give a shit.
I'm so fucking sorry. I'm sorry for being a spaz. I'm sorry for freaking out, I'm sorry for being a bitch, I;m fucking sorry. I really am. I ficking love you to the moon and back and I don't know how to comprehend someone who ACTUALLY gives a damn.
You are amazing, beautiful, scarred, fractured; gorgeous in my eyes.
And I do not want for you to think a cent less of yourself than perfect.
You are everything I could ask for, and I am sorry that life has been this way; I know it is all my fault...
But things will be better, and there is no way that I could ever wish for better and no way that I can fix the little quarks that I get... But I just want for you to know that I DO give a damn, I DO love and trust you, I want to go farther and farther into epitome with you, I just don't know how. I need for you to show me, like you do almost everyday.
I want to take the stress away. I want to take the hurt and pain and deception away, but do not know how, and it kills me daily to know that this is all on me. That this is all my fault, my idea, my plan, my fucking failed plan.
And I do not know what else to say.
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Much Ado About Nothing
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Commissions/Contests -Witches of East End Contest moonbeam13.deviantart.com/jour…
-Steadfast Brand Design Contest www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbi…
-Shellydinferno Heavenly Inferno Patches/Designs shellydinferno.tumblr.com/post…
-Started Illuminati arm tattoo coverup
-Started Balance calf tattoo concept
-2 tattoo concepts for Jean
-Tattoo concept for Jenn
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Misc. I am sick and tired of people and myself. But myself most of all. All I'm ever going to be is a jealous, ignorant, secondary, useless bitch. Here to be used and confused and abused. No one could ever really want me, I don't even want myself. I hate myself. I'll never be god enough for anyone or anything. There's nothing to do for me. Nothing can be done. I hate this world and the filth that inhabit it.
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Pride
1 min read
Corruption is a state of mind induced by surroundings.
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Rose Tattoo
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"The pictures tell the story
This life has many shades
I had these memories all around me
So I wouldn’t be alone."</span>
This life has many shades
I had these memories all around me
So I wouldn’t be alone."</span>
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BAMF Incoming
4 min read
Been a while since I've done a feature or anything but eh, my life's been crazy lately Dx I recently commissioned SpankDClothing and I must say that I was NOT AT ALL disappointed!!! Ryan does amazing work and you should definetly check him out.
Here it is: :thumb434784809:
On a side note, I should be entering in that DA Diablo 3 Fan art contest here soon-But only because I have a really great concept in my head-It's just putting it on paper that's the hard part xD Personally, I'm not really a huge fan of Diablo :c [Don't judge me]
But *sigh* Back to the grind.
Enjoy!
GENERAL UPDATES Still no tablet ): Running off of a PS trial because I don't have it anymore /:
Waiting to get my laptop fixed, it's at the computer doctor ):
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COMMISSIONS/TRADES/PRINTS, ETC. COMMISSIONS: Traditional Art ONLYTRADES: Open-Traditional Art ONLYPRINTS: Available:
CURRENT COMMISSIONS:SLOTS OPEN!
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